My Shitty Life If You Want To Know It

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Fri, 14 Oct 2005 14:13:28 GMT

I haven't been on this in a wile alot has changed.... me and nate are going out sarah and devon broke up and are going back out ian and renee are going out me and chelsea had a really big fight. I've been getting into my music alot. I have a job thats pretty cool i m gonna acually have money YAY ^_^ I still kinda miss jeffrey... Im sp excited im going to be an aunt my brother is going to need so much help taking cae of that kid its going to driv me mad but hey i love him and il do nething to help him so he doesnt go crazy and so the kid dosent die!!

Weird

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 21:20:39 GMT

Wow havent been on this in a wile...i guess alot of shit has happened to me in this shprt period of time n idk me n jeffrey are still toghter but hes grounded queer rite ive been hanging out with Sarah Devon Cody Dave n Mark a little bit yeah....idk today is my dads birthday woo hoo...NOT

Jeffrey

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 19:35:54 GMT

yeah well lets see jeffrey is ubber nice n hes such a cutie were going out now........yeah n i think that i like him more than i liked joe wich is vry big for me cuz yeah u all know bout stupit ne ways im going ove sarahs today to chill with her n maybe jeffrey

Fri, 27 May 2005 23:10:09 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Ashley Dorsey Or just dorsey
Birthday:	june 9 1989
Birthplace:	buffalo
Current Location:	cheektowaga ny
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	dark brown
Height:	5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed:	righty tighty
The Shoes You Wore Today:	vans
Your Weakness:	crazy ppl and renee
Your Fears:	spiders being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	none
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM:	werd
Thoughts First Waking Up:	sleep
Your Best Physical Feature:	idk
Your Bedtime:	when ever
Your Most Missed Memory:	being with my friend kelsey who moved back to CA
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither
Single or Group Dates:	depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vinilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	yeah
Do you Swear:	YEAH
Do you Sing:	yeah
Do you Shower Daily:	yeah
Have you Been in Love:	yeah
Do you want to go to College:	yurpp
Do you want to get Married:	yurpp
Do you belive in yourself:	not really
Do you get Motion Sickness:	lil bit
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yeah i <3 them
Do you play an Instrument:	yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:	yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	yeah
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeah
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos:	yeah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yeah
In the past month have you been Dumped:	yeah
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	yeah
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	OD
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	percing artist
What country would you most like to Visit:	europe
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	purple
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	5'7-6'5
Weight:	more than me
Best Clothing Style:	freak or goth
Number of Drugs I have taken:	too many to count
Number of CDs I own:	alot
Number of Piercings:	alot
Number of Tattoos:	alot
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	not many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

woo hoo????????

Sun, 22 May 2005 02:19:47 GMT

hey sup havent been in here in a wile idk whats going on lately haven fun chillin with mrs P's daughter she brought cody i <3 that kid and this kid jeff to depew last friday and jeff is really cool and i guess cody has a crush on me it was funny what he said he told katie to tell me that jeff didnt like me just b/c he likes me its cute but really mean in a way lol idk well laters

ahhh yayayay

Thu, 12 May 2005 02:43:53 GMT

haveing such a good time talking to two steves right now

i love the one in ohio hes mad crazy and cute hes my hero

i want to meet him soooooo bad he seems soooooo nice

well he wants to se my lj right now soooo im gonna finsh and send it to him\

I <3 u steve

lost

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 22:16:35 GMT

at brandons house rihgt now lauren did his make up yesterday it was so much fun....i gave him boobs it was realy funny lol.lauren has an evil plot against me and ian it has something to do with onions i dok very confused.......bloop

lotz of stuffs

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:44:28 GMT

Got in a fight with my dad today again I really cant stand him.Hmmmm seen josh josh and josh friday madeout with josh hill yay! kelly helped me out with that one his hair got really long. angelo asked me for a kis befor he left i gave him a kiss on the cheek. I kept thinking of sam yesterday when he askedme for a kiss i was like sam really likes him i shouldnt have even kissed him on the cheek. I only consider him as a friend though....idk i love sam filipski lesa wolff i miss her cant wait to see her yay! Okay ummmm yeah well idk hung out with miss P's daughter at skating sara is really nice. Miss p talks about me i guess (in a good way) sara was like oh your ashley dorseymy mom talks about you all the time. WERD!talkingto steve right now i love that kid im finally over joe yay!

hmm interesting day i had

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 04:06:41 GMT

everything is kinda balh latley had some fun today.....if thats wht you call it
donno donno havent been on ina long time kinda weird.interesting things have happened to me dont know dont know cant really say them cuz thrn id be a SLUT!!!

Fuck

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 01:52:35 GMT

I dont know what to do,
so cold
cant breath
Cant sleep
all i do is cry
about the past
about my life
Why am i so fucking emo?
Why cant i just grow up?
Fake people in my life
go away just fucking die

My day

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 03:56:38 GMT

Wow I've had a pretty shitty day councleing was alright...i guess.....heather is kinda cracked out (thats her name). so this fucking kid tried to start a fire on the bus today.....we had to go back to the school....got new guitar strings yay! uber tired......watched napolein dynomite today kick ass movie......poped my ganglin sist......stupid volley ball.....it hurts like a bitch.....now the fluid is all up in my hand oh well its movies and shit i get out of class 5 min early yay lol it rocks.......i really dont want to type bout the shiday i cried alot thats about it

Fucking Bitch

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 03:09:18 GMT

God amanda is such a fucking bitch. She fell in chours today everyone laughing includeing me. She asked me if I thought it was funny. I said yeah and so does everyone else. She said something like dont talkto me or look at me until i mature. Not like i really want to shes a fucking bitch.cant stand her maybe she could slit her throat

tell me what you think

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:53:19 GMT

I think i look like an idot

~RANDOM~

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:04:25 GMT

well lets see.....What happened to me today.......I aksed dan back out......he said...........yeah i m happy but my besyfriend ashley likes him and i wanted to ask her first but he told me that he didnt like her were okay now n everthing

This is how ill die yay i think

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Accident

100%

Suicide

100%

Bomb

87%

Posion

80%

Dissapear

80%

Stabbed

73%

Suffocated

73%

Gunshot

60%

Electric Chair

53%

Eaten

53%

Disease

33%

Drowning

33%

Cut Throat

How Will You Die??
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Joe

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 22:41:21 GMT

I fucking hate joe with a goddamn passion

I hope he fucking OD'S on herion

what the fuck did i do to desirve what i got from him

He fucking played with my mind

I asked him back out he said no

Thats not the reason why im pissed

He fucking told me not to bother him ne moe

When about 2 months ago he told me to call him

Im fucking in tears

What the FUCK

I know this is really EMO right now

But he promisd we'd still be friends

I still love him and yet i loath him so much

Why did he do this to me

Mother fucker

I fucking put the gun up to your head

I pull the trigger bang bang your dead

How could you fuck with me?

I loved you

Not any more your a fucking waist

What to do with the body its not worth anything

Your liver went to waste

Too much beer

Your brain,all gone

Too many drugs.

All I wanted was for you to be my friend

You told me you would

Oh wait lets see you were drinking again

You were hiting on me

I thought you were true

Oh wait to much heroine

Fuck you I hope you rot

Fuck you all my feelings left for you

NOTHING HATETRID

What do you want now

Oh I was right now you want my help

Sorry I've moved on

Were the drugs too much for you???

I asked you not to

No i beged You Fuck you

Its all over now!

wow

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 15:41:29 GMT

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 1 people about this game.
• joe is the one that you love.
• Renee is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about katie.
• sam is the one who knows you very well.
• Ashley is your lucky star.
• -1 is the song that matches with joe.
• bleed black is the song for Renee.
• paperdoll is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and do you think im a whore is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

The Past

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 12:56:55 GMT

I've been thinking.....alot......about the past. I relize alot of shit that happened to me is all my fault.What the fuck is wrong with me? I jsut want to scream and cry at the same time. I dont like myself.AHHHHHHH. Sry bout the physconess.

Fuck

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 02:01:37 GMT

I feel empty
emotionless
Nothing Blank I dont know what to do im so confused my feelings are all jumpy in me *just relizes she contradicted herself* im a uber idot my my me oh my hmmmmmmmmmm Idk what to do renee just fucking had me in tears she really likes me alot and she was afraid to tell me i feel horrible and idk what to do

sunday

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 03:15:16 GMT

Almost time for school and shit.........Hmmmmmmmmmm i fucking am so bored i just typed alot of shit and my journal is being gay its in read only mode and if this updates im happy so yeah.Basicy the whole thing was about my dad and how he was telling me he fucking hates me again and my grandma wont talk to me b/c im dilibratly trying to tear the family apart when no one else has to sit threw hours of counceling.......it fucking suxs why am i so fucked up oh well
we laters <3 always ashley

Gay rights

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 18:02:27 GMT

MARRIAGE IS ABOUT LOVE

FUCK THE GOVERNMENT
SHOW YOUR SUPPORT!!!

Click the fucking link and signthe petition

GOD DAMN IT

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 02:20:09 GMT

never ever ever ever ever ever ever let ian try and tune your guitar he breaks strings im fucking pissed i wanted to jamm tonite........I feel like singing
My bologna has a first name its r o b y n my bologna has a second name its d i z z leee i love to eat it everyday and if you ake me why i 'll say cuz robyndizzle has a way with with bologna......lol i donno i was talking to robyndizzle and came up withthe idea to intertwine their thingers .........God..........Idk.......cant seem to get joe off the brain......I hope considers going back out with me....Andy cheated on me i told him i didnt care if he did just if he lied to me.....he said he tried calling me to break up with me..... i wanted to ne ways......According to him he only cheated on me for an hour.....I couldnt belive he said that to me i laughed at him adn told i couldn't belive he just said that to me........It was so fucking funny............my god kids are so stupid ne ways he was too young for me hes 14 im almost 16 soooo i really dont care.I was so happy to talkto him today i really miss him very much tried to get a hold of katiebut nooooo she didnt answer her phone.... prolly with fink but w/e...hehe finkerbean joes bestfriend.......I used to think they were gay togther but katie proved that wrong lol......oh well laters<3 always ashley

sam

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 02:05:03 GMT

i told sam i liked her today......kinda.......i gave her a note kinda scared.......I rewally like her alot........She gives me buterflies in my tummy.........but she still loves mike.......Idk........i hope that everything is okay between us and shit....laters
<3 always ashley

The cementary

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 23:37:46 GMT

even though this happened along time ago....Sam didnt know that cementary we go and chill at was destroied and i told her she almost started to cry.We chill there and shit.here is the poem we came up with there

fill not your heart w/pain n sorrow
but remember me in every tomorrow,
love me always keep me close
just make sure you dont overdose

She has o clue im moveing this summer and i dont want her to cuz she'll freak out I <3 sam and everybody.I had fun going home all red eyed with her.

IDK

I <3 joe!

<3 ALWAYS ashley

Home again

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 23:31:53 GMT

I'm home from school Not like I really want to be here this place blows!
At least I'm out of the fucking library ummmm apple pie.......they are soooo good.God my brother is such an idot.oops i spilled the apple pie on my pants.I was just thinking of all of the good times i had over the summer with Ian Chris
Lauren Lesa Bobert aka bobby Daryl=lesa's lover, Bip Andy Matt ashley and Jack.The best time was at the fort oh boy did We all have fun.Fucking god.The mother fucking cop called me stupid cuz i wouldnt tell him where i lived that was funny,The shit head kicked garippo threw andy's bike and arrested him.He insulted everyone too."Oh you wont be hard to find You stick out,and if I ever catch you here again you're all getting arrested" Fucking PIG where's my Fork.
Then we had the great flour war oh boy that was fun we got Carrie's stepdad really bad and Jim was drunk so it made things worse.The drunken girls fallin in the trash went got some blueberry the cops got called Bip hid the shit just in time. Then we finshed somkeing it when they left.I almost drown in the creek Ian I <3 you you saved my life. I went with Chris for a wile manged to break up daryl and lesa didnt mean to They went back out like and hr later.Thats when my mom found out i was Bi she wouldnt talk to me for a little wile but i guees things are back to normal.I lost my V card and thats about it.It was mad fun puddle jumping.Random christan Dude lesa started to talk to he preched to us and lesa was being so iggnorant and the Jack kept showing him all of the contradictions about god and shit it was funny.After that Jack asked me out alot but I still liked andy and wasnt compleatly over chris
We had fun sitting around smoking all summer suprised we got people to buy us smokes.I miss Lyndasy she was really nice i can't belive that david really treated her like shit.Maddy was such a cutie i hope to she them again someday
Wow well I'm out so laters

<3 always Abraham or ashley

Hmmmmmmm

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 18:27:57 GMT

Right now i'msitting next to lesa in pathways We're in the library doing a fucked up project that we dont get a grade for damn it.I need the grade I'm failing almost all of my classes.And the librian is phyco.These damn keyboard types like shit. the space bar is a peice of shit too damn it thi blows
well im out later

<3 always Abraham or ashley

My Shitty Life If You Want To Know It

.....

Weird

Jeffrey

woo hoo????????

ahhh yayayay

lost

lotz of stuffs

hmm interesting day i had

Fuck

My day

Fucking Bitch

tell me what you think

~*RANDOM*~

Joe

wow

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

The Past

Fuck

sunday

Gay rights

GOD DAMN IT

sam

The cementary

Home again

Hmmmmmmm

~RANDOM~