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..... [14 Oct 2005|10:13am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | none ] I haven't been on this in a wile alot has changed.... me and nate are going out sarah and devon broke up and are going back out ian and renee are going out me and chelsea had a really big fight. I've been getting into my music alot. I have a job thats pretty cool i m gonna acually have money YAY ^_^ I still kinda miss jeffrey... Im sp excited im going to be an aunt my brother is going to need so much help taking cae of that kid its going to driv me mad but hey i love him and il do nething to help him so he doesnt go crazy and so the kid dosent die!! 2played in my blood * slit my throat

Weird [31 Jul 2005|05:20pm] [ mood | queer ] Wow havent been on this in a wile...i guess alot of shit has happened to me in this shprt period of time n idk me n jeffrey are still toghter but hes grounded queer rite ive been hanging out with Sarah Devon Cody Dave n Mark a little bit yeah....idk today is my dads birthday woo hoo...NOT slit my throat

Jeffrey [01 Jun 2005|03:31pm] [ mood | lovely ] yeah well lets see jeffrey is ubber nice n hes such a cutie were going out now........yeah n i think that i like him more than i liked joe wich is vry big for me cuz yeah u all know bout stupit ne ways im going ove sarahs today to chill with her n maybe jeffrey slit my throat

[27 May 2005|07:13pm] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Ashley Dorsey Or just dorsey Birthday: june 9 1989 Birthplace: buffalo Current Location: cheektowaga ny Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5'4 Right Handed or Left Handed: righty tighty The Shoes You Wore Today: vans Your Weakness: crazy ppl and renee Your Fears: spiders being alone Your Perfect Pizza: none Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM: werd Thoughts First Waking Up: sleep Your Best Physical Feature: idk Your Bedtime: when ever Your Most Missed Memory: being with my friend kelsey who moved back to CA Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: neither Single or Group Dates: depends Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: vinilla Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: yeah Do you Swear: YEAH Do you Sing: yeah Do you Shower Daily: yeah Have you Been in Love: yeah Do you want to go to College: yurpp Do you want to get Married: yurpp Do you belive in yourself: not really Do you get Motion Sickness: lil bit Do you think you are Attractive: no Are you a Health Freak: no Do you get along with your Parents: no Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah i <3 them Do you play an Instrument: yeah In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah In the past month have you Smoked: yeah In the past month have you been on Drugs: yeah In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos: yeah In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: yeah In the past month have you been Dumped: yeah In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: no Ever been called a Tease: yeah Ever been Beaten up: no Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: OD What do you want to be when you Grow Up: percing artist What country would you most like to Visit: europe In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: green Favourite Hair Color: purple Short or Long Hair: long Height: 5'7-6'5 Weight: more than me Best Clothing Style: freak or goth Number of Drugs I have taken: too many to count Number of CDs I own: alot Number of Piercings: alot Number of Tattoos: alot Number of things in my Past I Regret: not many CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! 2played in my blood * slit my throat

woo hoo???????? [21 May 2005|10:18pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | none ] hey sup havent been in here in a wile idk whats going on lately haven fun chillin with mrs P's daughter she brought cody i <3 that kid and this kid jeff to depew last friday and jeff is really cool and i guess cody has a crush on me it was funny what he said he told katie to tell me that jeff didnt like me just b/c he likes me its cute but really mean in a way lol idk well laters slit my throat

ahhh yayayay [11 May 2005|10:35pm] [ mood | loved ] haveing such a good time talking to two steves right now i love the one in ohio hes mad crazy and cute hes my hero i want to meet him soooooo bad he seems soooooo nice well he wants to se my lj right now soooo im gonna finsh and send it to him\ I <3 u steve slit my throat

lost [24 Apr 2005|06:11pm] [ mood | lost ] at brandons house rihgt now lauren did his make up yesterday it was so much fun....i gave him boobs it was realy funny lol.lauren has an evil plot against me and ian it has something to do with onions i dok very confused.......bloop 1played in my blood * slit my throat

lotz of stuffs [02 Apr 2005|10:44pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | mudvayne- death blooms ] Got in a fight with my dad today again I really cant stand him.Hmmmm seen josh josh and josh friday madeout with josh hill yay! kelly helped me out with that one his hair got really long. angelo asked me for a kis befor he left i gave him a kiss on the cheek. I kept thinking of sam yesterday when he askedme for a kiss i was like sam really likes him i shouldnt have even kissed him on the cheek. I only consider him as a friend though....idk i love sam filipski lesa wolff i miss her cant wait to see her yay! Okay ummmm yeah well idk hung out with miss P's daughter at skating sara is really nice. Miss p talks about me i guess (in a good way) sara was like oh your ashley dorseymy mom talks about you all the time. WERD!talkingto steve right now i love that kid im finally over joe yay! 1played in my blood * slit my throat

hmm interesting day i had [30 Mar 2005|11:02pm] [ mood | stoned ] everything is kinda balh latley had some fun today.....if thats wht you call it donno donno havent been on ina long time kinda weird.interesting things have happened to me dont know dont know cant really say them cuz thrn id be a SLUT!!! slit my throat

Fuck [23 Mar 2005|08:54pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | rasmus-time to burn ] I dont know what to do, so cold cant breath Cant sleep all i do is cry about the past about my life Why am i so fucking emo? Why cant i just grow up? Fake people in my life go away just fucking die slit my throat

My day [22 Mar 2005|10:57pm] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | the rasmus-funeral song ] Wow I've had a pretty shitty day councleing was alright...i guess.....heather is kinda cracked out (thats her name). so this fucking kid tried to start a fire on the bus today.....we had to go back to the school....got new guitar strings yay! uber tired......watched napolein dynomite today kick ass movie......poped my ganglin sist......stupid volley ball.....it hurts like a bitch.....now the fluid is all up in my hand oh well its movies and shit i get out of class 5 min early yay lol it rocks.......i really dont want to type bout the shiday i cried alot thats about it slit my throat

Fucking Bitch [16 Mar 2005|10:10pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Linkin park- breaking the habbit (bro has it on) ] God amanda is such a fucking bitch. She fell in chours today everyone laughing includeing me. She asked me if I thought it was funny. I said yeah and so does everyone else. She said something like dont talkto me or look at me until i mature. Not like i really want to shes a fucking bitch.cant stand her maybe she could slit her throat 2played in my blood * slit my throat

tell me what you think [15 Mar 2005|10:55pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | A perfect circle ] I  think i look like an idot 1played in my blood * slit my throat

~*RANDOM*~ [15 Mar 2005|09:57pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Aperfect circle ] well lets see.....What happened to me today.......I aksed dan back out......he said...........yeah i m happy but my besyfriend ashley likes him and i wanted to ask her first but he told me that he didnt like her were okay now n everthing This is how ill die yay i think </td> Accident 100% Suicide 100% Bomb 87% Posion 80% Dissapear 80% Stabbed 73% Suffocated 73% Gunshot 60% Electric Chair 53% Eaten 53% Disease 33% Drowning 33% Cut Throat 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com slit my throat

Joe [14 Mar 2005|05:42pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Slipknot Vermillion pt 1 ] I fucking hate joe with a goddamn passion I hope he fucking OD'S on herion what the fuck did i do to desirve what i got from him He fucking played with my mind I asked him back out he said no Thats not the reason why im pissed He fucking told me not to bother him ne moe When about 2 months ago he told me to call him Im fucking in tears What the FUCK I know this is really EMO right now But he promisd we'd still be friends I still love him and yet i loath him so much Why did he do this to me Mother fucker I fucking put the gun up to your head I pull the trigger bang bang your dead How could you fuck with me? I loved you Not any more your a fucking waist What to do with the body its not worth anything Your liver went to waste Too much beer Your brain,all gone Too many drugs. All I wanted was for you to be my friend You told me you would Oh wait lets see you were drinking again You were hiting on me I thought you were true Oh wait to much heroine Fuck you I hope you rot Fuck you all my feelings left for you NOTHING HATETRID What do you want now Oh I was right now you want my help Sorry I've moved on Were the drugs too much for you??? I asked you not to No i beged You Fuck you Its all over now! slit my throat

wow [13 Mar 2005|10:48am] [ mood | exanimate ] LJ Friends Meme by coolerq • You must tell 1 people about this game. • joe is the one that you love. • Renee is one you like but can't work out. • You care most about katie. • sam is the one who knows you very well. • Ashley is your lucky star. • -1 is the song that matches with joe. • bleed black is the song for Renee. • paperdoll is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind. • and do you think im a whore is the song telling you how you feel about life Take this quiz slit my throat

The Past [13 Mar 2005|08:01am] I've been thinking.....alot......about the past. I relize alot of shit that happened to me is all my fault.What the fuck is wrong with me? I jsut want to scream and cry at the same time. I dont like myself.AHHHHHHH. Sry bout the physconess. 1played in my blood * slit my throat

Fuck [11 Mar 2005|09:00pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | hate breed ] I feel empty emotionless Nothing Blank I dont know what to do im so confused my feelings are all jumpy in me *just relizes she contradicted herself* im a uber idot my my me oh my hmmmmmmmmmm Idk what to do renee just fucking had me in tears she really likes me alot and she was afraid to tell me i feel horrible and idk what to do 4played in my blood * slit my throat

sunday [06 Mar 2005|10:13pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | led astray ] Almost time for school and shit.........Hmmmmmmmmmm i fucking am so bored i just typed alot of shit and my journal is being gay its in read only mode and if this updates im happy so yeah.Basicy the whole thing was about my dad and how he was telling me he fucking hates me again and my grandma wont talk to me b/c im dilibratly trying to tear the family apart when no one else has to sit threw hours of counceling.......it fucking suxs why am i so fucked up oh well we laters <3 always ashley 3played in my blood * slit my throat

Gay rights [05 Mar 2005|01:08pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | led astray ] MARRIAGE IS ABOUT LOVE FUCK THE GOVERNMENT SHOW YOUR SUPPORT!!! Click the fucking link and signthe petition 2played in my blood * slit my throat

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